In shimmering motions of midnight blue she’d been twirled out ballroom doors and in to corridors , an obvious destination in mind ;she was lustrous . As was he who had eyes of liquid steel , she’d committed the inescapable sin of looking into them and he had set loose a conflagration of passion within … Continue reading Dance with the devil
The rain weeped ; weeped to a point of poignancy , I will forever scorn the universe for taking you away ; I recall praying to any God that would listen to help you ; To save you the despair. And when that did not work i pleaded with my mind to make my heart … Continue reading Without you
You were so good to me So kind And funny I have grown to rely on you and us and our easy banter.I wish I could have loved you the way you loved me but I could not.I could only love you like I knew how .So i prayed for you to find someone who … Continue reading I prayed for you
Every night since I have tossed and turned unable to get a moments reprieve.It's been nothing but noise and rush. I find myself on the brink, holding on to spider webs by will alone .I've been plagued by where my mind will take me . What horrors I would have to bear witness to , … Continue reading You bring me peace
When my emotions are high and burdens to heavy . I close my eyes and imagine me talking to you , like a therapy session . You become my subconscious and I give me advice. I hold me close and let me cry ... I share my pain _well try to atleast_ then tug at … Continue reading I hold me close
A conversation works both ways , You do not want my opinion. You want yours but out of my mouth. And when I can not give it you , you hurt me with words . The words you do not know the power off . I endure . Each time losing bits of myself , … Continue reading Nothing but ash
How can you hate me for my feelings but expect sympathy for yours ? How does it make sense ... Why are you the only one allowed to feel ? What are the rest of us ? How can you hate me for my feelings when I hardly ever express them ? Afraid to be … Continue reading A thorned rose ,forced to grow a certain way ..
Would you do it differently if you'd known beforehand, known there would be chaos around every corner? Or if you'd known your foundations would crumble , would you do it differently then ? How about at a chance of saving your soul? I would ! I yearn to do it all differently...
I TAKE A STEP YOU TAKE TWO I MOVE THE SLIGHTEST INCH YOU MOVE MORE I PULL BACK YOU CONTINUE I SMILE YOU GRIN I LET YOU WIN YOU THINK YOU BEAT ME I MOVED ON YOU DRAGGED IT ON I DON'T MOVE YOU KEEP PESTERING I'M ZEN YOU'RE REMINISCING
Today I saw a puppy and no one stopped , Amidst traffic and blaring horns, shouting scholars and stomping citizens rushing to and fro to get to where they think they are most needed. No one noticed the puppy ,lost and small ,possibly terrified. Has the world lost it's humanity, do we all now just … Continue reading Humanity
Theres something spectacular about the size of the ocean, The way it makes me feel, Its power Its life Its inhabitants. I feel alone in this human world , But never near an ocean , not with so much life thrumming through each wave . I cannot understand it nor explain it But in this … Continue reading Learn to appreciate the little things
I believe in words opening hearts, showing what we don't want being shown, Making us come to terms with what we feel . I write to understand, to feel, to hide. I haven't written in many months to afraid of my emotions knocking me down, Too afraid of not getting back up . I'm still … Continue reading Walk with me
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