I crunch glass beneath the soles of my feet , the stinging briefly bringing me out of my agony .Dimly aware of the broken windows and strong winds that make the curtains fly ominously I continue further in the house ,screaming his name for what feels like the hundredth time, trying and failing to keep … Continue reading Why do I feel the loss of you ?
A conversation works both ways , You do not want my opinion. You want yours but out of my mouth. And when I can not give it you , you hurt me with words . The words you do not know the power off . I endure . Each time losing bits of myself , … Continue reading Nothing but ash
How can you hate me for my feelings but expect sympathy for yours ? How does it make sense ... Why are you the only one allowed to feel ? What are the rest of us ? How can you hate me for my feelings when I hardly ever express them ? Afraid to be … Continue reading A thorned rose ,forced to grow a certain way ..
Would you do it differently if you'd known beforehand, known there would be chaos around every corner? Or if you'd known your foundations would crumble , would you do it differently then ? How about at a chance of saving your soul? I would ! I yearn to do it all differently...
I sat there staring at the water, the ebbing and flowing of waves , the gentle way it kisses the shore lines and recedes ,almost as if uncertain by its boldness, It's an exceptionally bright day ,the smell of the salt ,the spray on your skin the sun at its centre making the water shimmer … Continue reading Penny for your thoughts?
Perhaps grief is like battle Your body instincts take over, you harden your insides ,prepare for the agony of a shredded heart. And when it hits . It hurts But not as badly ,because you locked away your weakness and all that is left is anger and strengthÂ
Today I saw a puppy and no one stopped , Amidst traffic and blaring horns, shouting scholars and stomping citizens rushing to and fro to get to where they think they are most needed. No one noticed the puppy ,lost and small ,possibly terrified. Has the world lost it's humanity, do we all now just … Continue reading Humanity
Theres something spectacular about the size of the ocean, The way it makes me feel, Its power Its life Its inhabitants. I feel alone in this human world , But never near an ocean , not with so much life thrumming through each wave . I cannot understand it nor explain it But in this … Continue reading Learn to appreciate the little things
I believe in words opening hearts, showing what we don't want being shown, Making us come to terms with what we feel . I write to understand, to feel, to hide. I haven't written in many months to afraid of my emotions knocking me down, Too afraid of not getting back up . I'm still … Continue reading Walk with me
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